Hanging out on high alert

I'm still in the hospital and feeling like a ticking bomb.  The past two days have been good and calm, with bleeding continuing to decrease.  This afternoon, bleeding picked up a little again, as did the contractions.  Things aren't urgent yet, but we are watching for any changes and hoping things settle down again.  It's everything I can do to stop googling pictures of preemies and what to expect with a baby at 30 weeks gestation.   Scary stuff.